My deepest sympathies good sir.
I lost my dad in 1980, and buried my mother in 2004.
Be angry. Be sad. Scream. Cry.
But know that the cycle of life does not have to be "fair", and that one day you will be able to find peace with things.
I hope you can find comfort with family and friends.
Peace.
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2008 WR250X
Gearing: 13t - 48t
Power Commander 5 / PC-V
Airbox Door Removed - Flapper glued - AIS removed
FmF Q4
Bridgestone Battlax BT-003rs